Boring...

I'm so boring at CNY....haiz...

lost something importer 2 me n my family...

don't now y many things start changing when i noe about it is after my dad pass away...
i still don't really get it y things change so fast...
some ppl was very happy some ppl was not that happy...
this is my 2nd year without my father with me...
sometime i still will fell i lost something n my heart fell empty...
last time my dad will just come in my room with out nook d door n just come in n talk 2 me, sometime i fell very unhappy about it but now i will just wish 1 last time that he can just walk in my my room n talk 2 me but is 2 late...he not around anymore...
sometime my friend talk about their father how n how n i will think if my father still around will he do the same?
the answer is yes he will do me anything if he still around he love us so much until he so tired...
 i so wish the time can just go backward so that my dad still around  me n my family...
miss u dad...miss u so much...

just wish all that have father or mother still around show ur love 2 them do wait until u really lost it u only tell them...is tooooooooo late!!!